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Like, imagine how cool it would be if you could walk into a fast food joint and ask for ' a hypomanic episode please with no agitation, side order of sexual liberation and a good healthy dollop of personal magnatism on the side'.
What a nice dream......*sigh*.....
mostly (and I don't know if this is true of everyone with bipolar 2) you spend a lot of your time in that 'grey' area where you are merely existing ( I wouldn't really call it living). Medications stunt all your emotions ( even the good ones, no matter what some docs tell ya) so you end up feeling flat.
I miss the hypomania, all I seem to experience these days is that grey thing, sometimes ( according to my doc) I get mania with agitation, all I remember feeling is VERY irritable and VERY snappy and NOT a very nice person....
So, I have a question, and I wonder if anyone can answer me...
what is it like to be non mentally interesting? are your emotions like ours? do you just have grey days? what is your perception of people with mental illness?
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